the way he made me feel
invincible.
the way i felt that anything was
possible...
i love her.
i'm committed.
i can't back out now.
but
i just want to be on that stage
bearing my soul...
because it's the only time i feel LEGITIMATE.
the only time i feel worth it to anybody.
especially myself.
but i don't know when i'll be OKAY enough to pursue that...
it's time for bed.
and it hurts...
so
much.
i'm sorry.....
